Welcoming a new phase of life. I feel different. I want different things too. I am building walls so no one can let me down that easy anymore. I had enough of heartaches. Deleting unwanted things is what I tend to do now. I might stop tolerating with the one that never appreciate my efforts of doing so. One thing for sure, I am quite devastated that we are no longer chit chatting at the same table. I hate how we supposed to be close and with that one particular thing happened, you acted differently. Even pull a face on me. And walkaway. I never thought boys will do it better. Well, I do not lose anything but it is kind of sad to even think of the friendship built between us. Perhaps time will tell. Perhaps.
Moving to another phase is, mom keeps telling me to act my age since I will be turning 20 less than a month or something. I do not really know which one is she emphasizing on acting my age. I feel old already. LOL.
Better, feels like highlighting my old hobbies again. I might go for galleries and art exhibitions again. It has been long since the last one. Sketches or art performance anyone ? I miss watching all of these bold people with exciting personalities. Been missing to make friends again. Le sigh le sigh.
Whatever it is, cant wait for new year's eve :)
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