So what is up Ocha ?

Day by day, I see that I have nothing much to say. Needless to say, but I think this is happening because I am much at ease and I dont stuffed my head and my soul with regrets and heartaches anymore. I learn to let go the bad things in my life that will only cause me teardrops and sleepless night.

The thing is, the more I think, the more I found the answers and the more I feel how stupid I am to actually care for everything that was not real in the first place. I was living in my own fairy tale. And for that, I dont think I will need to believe in such fairy tales and be more realistic in life. Okay so, I am turning 20 next month, I am growing older and I just pray that I wont repeat these stupid mistakes in life. Again.

To conclude, I am grateful to Allah for such episodes. It taught me everything in life. And for that, I hope I will be as cool as I am now when handling stupid things later. Keep your head with positive attitudes. Believe in God, thats for sure. Gather with friends and appreciate life. I know, I sounded so, I dont know, relieved.

Now that everything is different, well not everything but yeah still, I am going with the flow and do what makes me happy the most. Sounds very... alive ! Lol bye